Part 1Love Letters from the Past
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It was my birthday, and my wife, Margaret, was out celebrating. Not with me, of course. She’d taken our son to a party for Leo Vance, a promising protégé from her research lab.
I was at home, packing a suitcase and signing the divorce papers that would finally end our charade of a marriage. That’s when I found it, tucked away in a dusty corner of the closet: her old phone.
The screen flickered to life, showing a single, unsent draft. A love confession, written to me, from a seventeen-year-old Margaret.
I went to delete it without a second thought.
Suddenly, new text blinked into existence right below her message.
“Who are you?”
My eyes widened, and I dropped the phone as if it had burned me.
Scrambling for my own phone, I pulled up my message history, scrolling back thirteen years. And there it was, sitting in my inbox just as I remembered it: Margaret’s confession text.
Forcing down the wave of panic, I picked the old phone back up. My fingers trembled as I typed. “Who are you trying to confess to?”
“Noah Beck.”
Seeing my own name sent a jolt through my heart. Was the person on the other end… a seventeen-year-old Margaret?
More words appeared, rapid-fire. “Are you a ghost or something? Why are you trying to stop me from sending this?”
I took a breath, my mind racing. I typed back.
“You don’t need to send it. Because in the future, you’re going to break his heart.”
There was a long pause, then a sharp, definitive reply. “Impossible.”
Even through the screen, I could picture her perfectly: young, fiery, and full of scorn. The seventeen-year-old Margaret, whose love was a blazing, all-consuming fire, could never imagine the cold, distant woman she would become at thirty.
My finger hovered over the keyboard, ready to explain everything, but the front door was thrown open.
I shoved the old phone into my pocket and went back to folding my clothes.
Margaret stormed in, her eyes scanning the living room frantically. “Noah, have you seen my little box? The small one?”
“Noah?”
She called my name several times, but I ignored her, focusing on the contents of my suitcase.
Finally, she pulled open my bedroom door, just as I was about to walk out. She froze for a second, then her brow furrowed. “You’re packing. Where are you going?”
I looked down, avoiding her gaze, and held out the divorce papers.
“Margaret,” I said, my voice flat. “Let’s get a divorce.”
Her frown deepened. “Is this because of Leo? I told you, if there was anything really going on between us, I would have divorced you myself long ago.”
I’d heard the same line at least twenty times.
If I hadn't accidentally seen her phone, I never would have known. The woman I’d shared a bed with for years had been texting her “protégé” Leo every single day for the last five years.
They were the "dream team" in the lab, the ones who always ate lunch together in the cafeteria. Everyone knew how close they were. People in their group chat even joked about Leo being her "work husband," and Margaret would just laugh along.
When I confronted her, her eyebrows had shot up in annoyance.
“It’s a few jokes, Noah. Do you have to be so dramatic?”
I was so tired of hearing it.
“You like Leo, don’t you?” I said, my voice devoid of emotion. “Sign the papers, and you can be with him openly.”
“Noah Beck! When have I ever said I liked him?” she exploded, snatching the papers from my hand. “And where would you even go after divorcing me? You're thirty years old! You don't have a graduate degree. Who’s going to hire you in this market? How the hell are you going to support yourself?”
Her words struck me like a sledgehammer.
Eight years ago, Margaret and I had both applied for grad school. But that was the year she got pregnant. Her mood swings were intense, and she had cravings at all hours. One night, she wanted strawberries. I went out to find some and got into a car accident, landing me in the hospital for three months.
So, that year, only Margaret took the entrance exams.
The day she got her acceptance letter, she held me and kissed me for what felt like an eternity.
“Noah,” she’d whispered, “you had that accident for me. You gave up your future… I know that. My career is taking off now. Just stay home with the baby, okay? I’ll earn the money. I’ll provide for us.”
A lump formed in my throat then, just as it did now. I wanted to argue, but the words wouldn't come.
She ripped the divorce papers to shreds, her furious expression slowly softening.
“Noah, I’m going to pretend you were just talking nonsense today. Don’t ever bring this up again.” She turned, then paused. “By the way, where is that box?”
I dropped my gaze. “On the cabinet next to the TV.”
“Okay.”
She found the elegant little box and was about to leave when she stopped at the door.
“Wait for me at home. I’ll be back as early as I can to celebrate your birthday.”
A bitter, mocking laugh almost escaped my lips.
So, she did remember.
I’d already found that box yesterday while cleaning. It was a designer watch, the one I’d wanted for ages but never bought because it was far too expensive. My heart had leaped when I opened it, thinking it was a surprise for me. Thinking she was finally trying to make things right.
But the card inside read, in her familiar script, “To Leo.”
It was all just my own wishful thinking. Her betrayal was the final push I needed.
Bzzzt.
The old phone in my pocket vibrated. It was a new message, sent from the original number to itself, a trick to create a separate chat log.
“Forget it, it’s too late now. I’ll just confess to him next year instead.”
I froze, my mind clicking into place. I quickly opened my own phone and found the original confession text from Margaret.
The date at the bottom had changed. It no longer said thirteen years ago.
It said twelve.
A wave of disbelief washed over me. Could the seventeen-year-old Margaret… actually change the present?