Part 1The Moment I Stopped Loving You
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On the first day we got back together, Julian posted a photo of me on his Instagram for the first time.
He tossed the phone to me, acting like he was doing me a huge favor:
"Satisfied now?"
"Don't break up with me over such small things next time."
I looked at the so-called "beautiful photo" that I used to beg him to post.
My heart felt nothing.
Suddenly, I realized... I don't think I love him anymore.
Seeing me stare at the post, Julian rubbed his brow irritably:
"I hid it from Lila. You know her condition. If she finds out we're back together, she'll get worse."
Only then did I notice the little icon below the post indicating specific people were blocked.
So, he hid it from Lila.
Rarely, I didn't feel sad or angry. Just a bit... speechless.
"You and Lila aren't related by blood. She's just your stepsister."
"If you really like her, I can let you go. Be together."
The moment the words left my mouth, I startled myself.
Ever since I discovered Lila had feelings for Julian beyond sibling love, I had been fighting her.
I never gave her a break, let alone "blessed" them.
Even this breakup was because Lila got sick and demanded Julian play her boyfriend for a day.
She demanded he post her photo, or she wouldn't do the surgery.
When I found out, Julian was as calm as ever, sure I wouldn't leave:
"It's just a photo. We didn't do anything. Stop being unreasonable."
I cried and broke up. He just said "Whatever."
Because he knew I chased him for years and never gave up. He knew I'd come back.
But I clearly felt it. This time, it was different.
Maybe my tone was too calm.
Julian stared at me for a while, frowning deeply.
When he spoke again, his voice softened:
"I didn't think it through. I ignored your feelings. I'll delete it and repost."
"No need..."
Ignoring my objection, he deleted the post blocking Lila and uploaded a photobooth picture of us.
Openly visible to everyone.
But instead of sweetness, I felt a strange annoyance rising in my chest.
Sure enough, within half an hour, Lila stormed from her dorm to Julian's apartment.