Part 1I Sold My House for My Husband's Cure He Used the Money to Raise a Baby With My Best Friend
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The day my husband was diagnosed with end-stage renal failure, I walked out of my office, told my boss I was taking an indefinite leave, and dedicated my life to the antiseptic-smelling halls of Saint Jude’s Hospital.
My world had shrunk to the size of his hospital bed. Until one afternoon, when the weight of it all finally crushed me. I ducked into a concrete stairwell, the heavy fire door sighing shut behind me, and let the sobs I’d been swallowing for weeks rack my body.
That’s when I heard their voices from the landing below. His voice, and the voice of another woman.
“Are you sure that bitch has no idea you’re faking it?” the woman’s voice was a low, conspiratorial murmur. “She watches you like a warden. We can’t even get a minute alone. The baby’s starting to miss his daddy, you know.”
And then, his voice. My husband’s voice. The one that whispered my name in the dark. “Relax. She’s an idiot. You could walk in there, tell her to her face this is all an act, and she wouldn’t believe you.” A low chuckle. “Right now, she’s probably calling her mom, getting ready to sell their house to raise the money for me. The second that three hundred grand hits our account, I’m divorcing her. Then it’s just you, me, and the baby. You know you’re the only one for me. Just hang in there a little longer.”
My nails dug so deep into my palms that I should have bled, but I felt nothing.
When I walked back into the room, I arranged my face into a mask of weary devotion and played my part.
On the day of the surgery, however, he was the one on his knees, weeping in front of me.
I was floating in a fog of exhaustion when I got back to the room. Mark wasn’t there. I stood blinking in the pale afternoon light until the door clicked open and he walked in.
He immediately wrapped his arms around me, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead. His voice was thick with a carefully crafted sympathy.
“Anna, sweetheart. I can’t stand seeing you like this. So run down. I know you’re trying to pull the money together, but you can’t destroy yourself doing it. Maybe we should just hire a private nurse? You’ve lost so much weight this week.”
I said nothing, keeping my head bowed so he couldn’t see the hollowness in my eyes.
He took my silence as an invitation, pulling me tighter against his thin hospital gown. As if he couldn't bear the thought of losing me.
If I hadn’t heard that conversation with my own ears, I would have gone to my grave believing this man, my husband of five years, was my devoted partner. The depth of his deceit was a canyon at my feet.
I shifted, avoiding another kiss, and buried my face in his chest. “It’s my duty,” I murmured into the fabric. “You’re my husband. You worked so hard for us, for our home, for five years. That’s why you got sick. I’d sell the shirt off my back to make you well.”
I pulled back just enough to look at him, my eyes shimmering. “We’re still short on the surgery fee, so a nurse is out of the question. Every penny counts. I don’t mind being tired… I just don’t want to have any regrets. If something were to happen to you…”
Two perfectly formed, treacherous tears slid down my cheeks.
It worked. His face crumpled with what looked like pain. “Don’t say that. Don’t even think it,” he whispered, crushing me to him again. “Having a wife like you… God won’t be cruel to us. We have so many good years left. After I get better, we’ll have a baby. Everything is going to be okay.”
We were tangled in this pathetic embrace when the door swung open again. It was Jess, clipboard in hand.
“Whoa, guys, get a room! Some of us are trying to work here,” she teased, a broad smile on her face. “My shift is hard enough without having to watch all this PDA. Save it for when he’s discharged.”
Jess is my best friend. My maid of honor. She is also Mark’s attending physician.
From the day he was admitted, Jess had used her position to ensure he got the best of everything, all for my sake. She’d even pulled strings, calling in a favor with the top surgeon in the state to have him lead the operation.
Mark’s cheeks flushed a little, and he loosened his grip. I saw it then—a flicker of a glance between them. Swift, silent, and full of meaning. I pretended not to notice, stepping away to pour them both a glass of water from the pitcher on the nightstand.
Jess did her routine checks, murmuring that Mark’s condition was stable, but she never offered specifics about his labs or his prognosis. Odd, for a doctor who was also my best friend.
I’d spent hours online, poring over medical journals and patient forums. The symptoms of uremia—the swelling, the nausea, the constant fatigue—Mark had none of them.
A chill snaked up my spine.
One second Jess was saying he was stable, and the next she was sighing dramatically, her face a mask of concern. “You two have been through so much to get here. It’s just so unfair…” She looked at me, her eyes soft with pity. “How’s the fundraising going? You know the hospital has its policies, I can’t bend the rules too much. But if you’re short, just tell me. I’ll figure something out.”
A slow smile spread across Mark’s face. He reached for my hand, his grip proprietary. “Don’t you worry, Jess. I have the best wife in the world. She’ll get the money for me.” He squeezed my hand, turning his gaze on me. “Right, honey?”
I felt their eyes on me, twin lasers of inquiry.
I smiled back, a bright, brittle thing. “Of course. I’ve already got a realtor working on selling the condo. It should be quick.” I added another detail for good measure. “And my mom managed to borrow from some relatives. She has fifty thousand for us.”
The relief that washed over both their faces was instantaneous and profound.